Saturday, 07 November 2009
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[ warn ]
i don't know. some things are too much for me to handle.
sometimes i think it would be better to walk away.
God's giving me the flashing lights warning signs etc.
just cuz He knows me much better than anyone else.
i wish it were easier.
i'm failing every test He gives me.
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my favourite husbands: jennifer love hewitt's character's husband on ghost whisperer and patricia arquette's on medium. love their characters and the way they just care for their ladies.... loooooove them. there's my example - plus add the faith element - a hardcore driven passion for Christ. hmmmm.... where can i find those..?
Tuesday, 03 November 2009
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[ opener ]
i hate dressing up for work. but my sis lent me this fabulous crisp white shirt and i really like wearing it!
happy day! :)
p.s. so who's getting the h1n1 shot??
Monday, 02 November 2009
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[ bits ]
God's been asking me for my attention... my heart.....
He's been asking me to look into the Bible...His Words....
sometimes i'm scared He will ask me to let go of things that mean a lot to me.
trying to learn to hold onto things loosely --
but with people it's much harder.
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i started my new retail gig today. the money isn't a lot but there's plenty of learning opportunities and a great team. i'm gonna be (once again) cramming technology knowledge in my head like you wouldn't believe. i gotta say, i love being back in this world. :)
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i decided to sponsor my own little child thru compassion.
her name is tabiza and she is from tanzania. she turned 7 this year. she lives with her grandparents and attends Bible class. i'm excited to be her sponsor person... :) it's like having my own kid except they can't annoy me (jk) and costs $35/ month to support... i hope she grows up to be a fabulous woman of God.
Saturday, 31 October 2009
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[ i need a sp wall ]
i get uncomfortable with comfort to a certain extent.
and i think slowly i'm starting to understand why....
cuz that's not what God desires from us - to just settle where we are without moving forward.
but then the question comes: what does it mean to move forward and get uncomfortable? what does that look like (in a practical sense)?
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it's nice to know God pursues my heart with a passion - constantly. sets a great example, i got to say.
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i got bodychecked into a friend today. =P apparently it's the new way of saying hi to people. geeeeez. so embarassing haha.
Monday, 26 October 2009
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[ love hate love ]
i love surprises. i got an unexpected call from a friend - it was nice.
i hate studying. i have a midterm wednesday so i'm pushing myself to read marketing marketing marketing. blech.
i love movies. i watched p&p today - one of my faves. oh mr. darcy, you rock my world. please marry me.
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hearing brian mcconaghy (from ratanak foundation) speak at rhccc friday was really encouraging - someone used by God to serve in an area that they would never expect to be involved in... a reminder that all God requires is our heart and our hands to serve... and that calling from God is higher than any authority on earth.
i was watching a talk show today and a guest was talking about the idea of fear... that having fear in anything is offensive to God... because we should only fear God and God alone... thought that was kind of interesting...
Lord, not my will but Yours be done... am i bringing You glory... even in the busiest moments of the day...
my heart is getting restless. in everything. trying to keep grounded in who He wants me to be.
can you believe it... today is somewhat of milestone for a free spirit (as one of my friends would say lol)....probably makes no sense to anyone but w/e...
hope you're having a good monday, friends.
Friday, 16 October 2009
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[ I John 4:9-10 ]
sometimes it's good to know that you're worth everything to someone. worth the fight, worth the love, worth the time, worth the sacrifice.
good to hear that today
. p.s. my sis found the greatest song on youtube ever.... so jokessss!
Monday, 12 October 2009
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[ dayplanner ]
so after months of chilling... i now have a retail gig + 2 online courses + church/ community stuff + other extracurricular activities
lined up for the fall season. some packed shiz............ can't be lazy no more.
but first, a trip to the zoo today.... to see the polar bears/ stingrays!! yeahyeahyeah..............
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[ stuck in my head ]
love this song. and the look, feel and style of the video.
Monday, 05 October 2009
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[ argh ]
it angers me... when nice people get hurt. :(
Thursday, 01 October 2009
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[ playback five ]
1.) it's easy to be critical of others... but what's interesting is that oftentimes the same issues exist within the self. so let's not get too ahead of ourselves in the criticism, shall we?
2.) struggling with how society/ people use tradition to view others.... or me. =P i want to be seen for who i am, not just someone who needs to follow the standard rules of living life. we're not all meant to live in the cookie cutter molds that people try to make us fit in. arghhhh....
3.) i understand the importance of longterm planning and all that - to prepare for the future and all that great stuff - but how often do we just live in the moment and enjoy what we have right now? sometimes i just want to tell people to screw the longterm sh*t and just live now..... cuz all this talk about future future future is driving me up the wall.... messing with my head..... the only thing that's really certain is God... with everything else there is no guarantee of anything... let's get that straight here... geez.
4.) i'm currently folding paper things as a favour to a friend for a future wedding. here's what i've concluded: there will be no paper folding at my wedding. i'm saying that here right now. i think i'd go crazy if i had to do it for myself. eco-friendly shiz all the way.... or just minimal assembly of anything. too time consuming.....
5.) the new paramore album is fantastic. check it out if you haven't already
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